Long Day

Today was a very long day. Luke finally was able to go to sleep at 3 am, he was awake not even 30 minutes later coughing. It sounded like he was choking. Matt went and brought him in our room where Luke ended up sleeping. After Luke came in it was became a lot harder for me to sleep. Matt and I woke up at 5 am to go and do temple work. It was really nice to get out of the house and serve others. Ever since we got home, Luke has sounded like he's getting better. I really hope! Then after I woke up from the best, longest nap ever, Matt kept wanting me to do different things while Luke was napping. And I had no desire, which usually I have wanted to watch TV or play a game with him. But lately I haven't and I don't know why. I mean I have even had opportunities to spend time with my friends and just haven't wanted to. I think it worries Matt a lot, he keeps asking me if something is bothering me and I tell him no. I don't think he believes me but its true. I just don't know why i have been feeling this way and I wish I could make it better.