Residual Effects

So the residual effects from a stellar yesterday is still here. I woke up today completely drained, its hard, I feel like I don't have the energy to take care of Luke. It's not fair. I know I must be complaining a lot. I usually try not to have a "poor me" attitude. I've been around people like that and they are really negative. But being a good mother is all I have ever wanted to be. I feel like whatever is wrong with me makes that nearly impossible. I was suppose to work today but that doctor's note excused me from the rest of yesterday and today. The doctor basically doesn't want me to drive until they know whats wrong. They think that I could get dizzy, pass out and get into a wreck. Fun, right?! Not so much especially if Matt and Luke were with me. But all day I have continued to feel nauseous and a little dizzy. And with Matt at drill this weekend so it makes me feel a little helpless. I really hate that feeling. I grew up having to rely on myself and now there have been days that I barely have the energy to get up in the morning. I just can't wait for Wednesday, when my appointment for the audiologist is. I hope they figure out what is wrong. Then ill get better and it can go back to how it was before this started up again. For Luke's sake.