Full-time??

So Matt and I have been decussing whether I should go back to full-time or not. With Luke being older now, its crazy how fast four months have flown, and with Matt's new job we'll be able to get a babysitter. However I don't know how I feel about it. I've enjoyed being able to spend time with my son without Matt being around. Matt never wants to do anything but stay home on his days off but Im the type of person that doesn't really like being at home all of the time. Another reason in the cons list is I'll hardly ever see Matt. On the days that he works 10 pm - 6 am I'll at least get three hours with him. But on the days that he works 2 pm - 10 pm he'll have already left by the time I get off work. We really don't want Luke to be raised by a babysitter but I guess its what we have to do. I mean with me going back to working full-time we will be able to pay off the medical bills a lot faster. This sucks! GRRR!