Life

So lately things have become weird. Matt lost his job last Wednesday so now things have become difficult. However I feel that  it is a blessing for us at least i hope. I'm making my cousins wedding cake and I'm afraid I have bitten off more than I can chew. Though Matt would disagree, he has more confidence in my skill level then I do. Thankfully her wedding is in February and I have already started working on it. I want it to be perfect!!! I should just keep the scene in Star Wars when Darth Vader saying "I find your lack of faith disturbing" in my mind lol. On Sunday we went to visit my sister Jenna, just the three of us. She was put into a nursing home for people with disabilities last year and I miss her. But she loves it and she does a lot more then she did when she was home. When she saw us she was so happy! She wheeled herself over and pulled me down, she was either trying to give me a hug or wanting me to pick her up and carry her like I use to. Which I wish I could. My doesn't feel like it has gotten any better and i wish it was. Matt won't even let me go back to the work I was doing 2 months ago because hes afraid my back will get so bad that I'll be stuck in a wheelchair as well.

Going To Hell In a Hand Basket!

Well we spent 2 weeks of October in Georgia and had a lot of fun. There was 13 of us that went, all except my sister and Matt. We found out 2 days before that he couldn't get the time off like we thought he would. But like i said we had fun that is until the Friday before we left. You see we were awakened at 5 am to my grandma's Life Line going off. If you have seen commercials for Life Alert, its the same thing. Anyway she fell that morning and my mom, brother and sister in law had to help her. Then that last Sunday we went to visit my great aunt Leila and she couldn't remember any of us not even my mom. And yet a week before when we saw her she could. Well since then things with them have gotten worse. Aunt Leila may have had a stroke and is in the hospital. My grandma has been in the hospital for a few days with pneumonia and is also hallucinating. On Monday she will be going to a nursing home because she currently can't live by herself. Things lately have become bad and I'm a little scared. I'm at least glad that we were able to go to Georgia wen we did. My mom had a feeling that we all needed to go when we did.